Saturday, 18 September 2010

US ;)

our story began on the 15th of December 2009 when im still a nerdy form 2 girl ;P

right before that!
i remembered i knew him on 28th of October 2009!hahaa ;P (i know my memory is good)
i meet him when he commented on a post which i posted to my friend..duh...
he was boasting himself was L and blah blah blah~
just then,we exchanged our msn in fb then started to crap to each other ;)
someday after we knew each other,he suddenly told me that he got my phone number (i didn't give him).....i was so unexpected ;P
he often crapped with me using sms.....
talked about his ex =.="" (i don't like it very much,supposed to say i hate it!),his personal problems and some secrets X) bwahaha~
i thought he was a very vain guy at first cause he like to boast about himself.
sometimes i even spent my time,accompanying him until late night during holidays when i was not really happy of doing that also ;P but what to do,it's too late for me to regret ;D
i really happy when he claimed that i was one of his besties ;)
he nearly told everything to me......(guess he trusts me very much?)
::NOVEMBER~
holidays was here and so we crapped even more!!from day to night...
walao weh~ sometimes i really can't tahan with him XD
::DECEMBER~
my mum planned to go singapore with my aunt so i decided to follow..whee!
just before that,while messaging him......something weird came up from him

He:Erm,sorry to tell you.. i'm afraid i scared you if i tell you something....

Me:It's okay,go ahead ;)

He:So...even after i tell you,we are still bestie okay??U don't have to really care about what im gonna say kay?

Me:O...okay

He:I feel like,i got some feeling towards you.....maybe i like you eh....

Me:HUH?!!

He:Hahaa...kan i said don't need to care a bout it ;)

Me:Hahaaa.....im going to singapore a few days later ;P

He:Oh...enjoy your trip then ;) will miss you

after i saw this message i almost vomit ;P Gelinya~
okay...ahem,that's how it goes.....
after i came back from singapore,he told me his feeling again and asked me if i can couple with him or not...so urm,my answer was "erm,okay lo,hahaa" (like being forced)
after a few days i chose to break up with him for no reason ;P
maybe i still didn't get used to be with him yet
sorry if i hurt you baby ;( but no more hurts now ;)
on the 15th of December we went together again ;) that time i was ready to accept him!!
bwahahaha~ p/s:I haven't see him in real life before ;P not until the day we met in tuition center ;D

He taught me how to love ;)
He taught me how to care for others ;)
He taught me many things which i had never know before ;)

until now,i still loving him ;)
and willing to sacrifice for him,for our future ;)
sorry baby,for making you sad sometimes,i really didn't mean it.
i will treasure every moment and memory of us and keep them inside my heart.
87 days more will be our 1st anniversary ad ;)
i really hope our relationship will last forever. [our immortal ties]
baby,thanks for giving my a happy life which is with you by my side ;)
i need you every single moment
i want you every second!!!! bwahahaha!!!-my evil thought-
so for now,i will wait ;)
waiting for the day when we......dang dang! u know what i mean.
hehee~ i will love you with all my might!!!! i hope you will too ;P


p/s:i will make myself a more perfect girl to suit you.



♥ you ;)








nah nah nah.

currently i'm getting myself busy into my studies!!!
because pmr is almost here!!! 16 days more!!!! AHHH!!!!!
my bm is totally hopeless ad! what to do with it so that i can make it better?!
*SIGH* other subjects are consider okay for me~ wheee!!
i want freedom after pmr!!!! :] no more suffering and frustrating!!


-87 days more-






Friday, 17 September 2010

88 days more!!

Excited?? @3@
yes i am!!!!
bwahahahaha!!!
88 days more will be our 1st year anniversary!!yipee~
n it's after pmr!!yay!!
Dear!i'm looking forward to it!!!!!!!!!! XD
hopefully got something nice happen that day (:
but i have to get through my pmr first..... :'(




p/s:i hearts you baby x)





Saturday, 11 September 2010

damn holiday~

i have nothing much to say about this holiday.....
erm....just a word BORING!!!
MyEm0.Com

DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!
everyday i wake up in the morning about 10am
then online for a while,sit in front of my study table doing nothing MyEm0.Com
open the tv n simply watch whatever show it shows.......
have my lunch~
i will take my nap (if im tired)MyEm0.Com
will take a bath after waking up...watch tv again.....
sitting in front of my study table again~
have my dinner then online~
AT LAST!!! my bed time is here!!
nod off to bed after 12am~ MyEm0.Com

-MY HOLIDAY LIFE-

p/s:i really can't figure out how im going to start my revision as everytime i start to read a book i will felt asleep~


someone likes to listen to me making chicken voice MyEm0.Combakbakbak~











Saturday, 4 September 2010

有时你真的很...

如果我用华文写没关系吧?
也许你就看不明白。。。
我真的很讨厌每次当你说等一下再找你但都不见了人影
你说的一下是指几个小时后吗?
我就好像一个大傻瓜一直等着你
时时刻刻都期待着你的信息
我想你应该没尝过这种感觉吧
有时你更为了要离开而匆匆说了再见就不知去向,
你知道当时我有多伤心?
当我伤心时,你又在那里??









p/s :我需要你 :'( 以前我都忍了过来,我还是愿意为你再撑到最后一秒



胆小鬼,别哭了。